Okay, so it's one in the morning here in Alabama and I am still awake. I finally got my rambunctious 18 month old to sleep about an hour ago. I've been sitting around thinking about my life ever since I put her in bed. I know everyone has to wonder what may have happened if they had not been impregnated or got impregnated. I probably wouldn't be with her daddy right now and I know I wouldn't be living in this house. I would have finished college and I'd still have a crappy job at the local Wal-Mart. I probably would have slept with some other guy and fell madly in love with him while he's cheating on me with his ex girlfriend.
Don't get me wrong, I love having a daughter. She's amazing and is my world but I can't help but think about all the opportunities I missed out on. But then again, I would have also missed out on her. I can't imagine my world without my sweet little one. She may be a cranky little shit sometimes but I love her more each day!
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